Maybe I overshot on 4 days a week of blogging. Yesterday was spiritual day and I missed it. That’s interesting, isn’t it? I forgot to think about spirituality. I forgot about god.
Today was supposed to be food and drink day; however, I am revising my schedule.
- Manic Mondays because I woke up manic this morning and that’s what I’m gonna write about.
- Wednesdays I hold a pick-me-up writing group at 12:15 MST, so that will constitute my writing for the day. hardbeauty.life/dyr
- Tittilating Thursdays. You’ll just have to wait and see.
- Wacky Whimsical Weekend whatever.
Now I am not committed to any topics and can go back to writing what I want to write about. Whew. That was stressful.
Does anyone else wake up the way I do? I have very vivid, exciting and dramatic dreams. My sleep life is incredibly robust. I feel all sorts of things, and when I wake up, I’m usually smack in the middle of something that I wish wouldn’t end. I despise having to launch into the day and face my mundane, boring, emotionally vapid life.
But then my brain kicks in and races from thought to thought. I look at my texts, emails, Facebook and the news and I just spin and spin. So much so that it’s paralyzing and I’m afraid to get out of bed because I don’t know what to do with myself. Often I just cuddle with the dogs, and sometimes, I go back to sleep.
I could get up and shower, but I’m not really capable. It doesn’t seem urgent enough and I’m probably going to swim at some point.
I could get to work, but I don’t know what to work on.
I could just get up, feed the dogs and take them out for a walk. Which is what I end up doing and by the time that’s all over, it’s lunchtime.
So there, I will talk about food after all. A podcaster I listen to said that in the interest of simplicity, she eats the same things daily. That way she doesn’t have to think about it. I’m going to try this. I pretty much eat the same things every day anyway, if I just make it permanent, I won’t, hopefully, obsess all day long on where my next meal is coming from. Also, if I stick some vegetables in there, maybe I’ll get some nutrients in my diet that are sorely lacking at the moment.
Baby steps. Today, I will write down my meal plan. Suggestions? Thoughts?
Okay, I’ve exhausted myself. Back to bed.